all aboot me!

A cuple days before I left a "Friend" (I mean I am use friend lossly) house he told me that because of how I am I don't get anywhere... or do anything... and when he talks to me and I ask him to repeat some things he repeats them to me but as if I just some retarded kid that need to simple sentence explained to me!.....

...... Fuck it this pricks name is Corey Helton... a tall skinny stupid fuck that thinks hes "The Shit" when infact hes not becasue he was bitching at me because I didn't have a job..... we'll I'm not the one who 20 and lives under his grandpa house smoking and selling pot.... which one day I hope lands him in jail because he is a fucking asshole... and a prick to most everyone he meet..... even his mom hes an ass to!

SO corey if your reading this (I forgot.... your to stupid to read)

FUCK YOU!

Every sense I have been able to understand the concept of putting a story together I have all was been in love with movies and the stories that they put out...

but as far as me I think low of myself becasue I didn't get the "right" schooling so my writting sucks but my storytelling doesn't I have a great handful of stories but how to write them is another different ballpark. So i guess that I should stop with the "I am making a movie" thing becasue it been alittle over 7 to 8 years that I have been trying to make one silly movie and I am sure that the movie isn't going to make anything or any fans...

I am not saying this becasue I am a "failure" but because my "so called" life has went down a shitty tube... Right after school I wanted to go to College but my dad being A FUCKING DICKHEAD he said "GET A FULL-TIME JOB OR I AM KICKING YOU OUT" well I pretty much didn't do that becasue my heart is set on going to college and getting a job that blance it out.... not like some fucking FULL-TIME job that pays shit on the hour.

I don't know much about life, sex, and all the other little things people do now about but what I do know is that if your not established in the frist cuple years of your birth "NOW" then your going to end up in some fucking pub drinking yourself to death.... But not me... more then likely I am going to shot myself.... or hang myself because I can't finsih my movie.... people I love either die or leave to the curv....

or or... someone that I like thinks it funny that I like her..... or atleast thats what one of my friends say!


I AM JUST A GIANT LAUGHTING STOCK FOR EVERY FUCKING ONE!

I know most stuff I say is speaking out of my ass... but once in a blue moon I can say stuff that actually can mean something good... or bad depending on the person!

I have came up with things that I only hold to myself because I know I am the only person that wouldn't make fun of me! My family.... and most of my friends that I do tell more personal things to make fun of me... more ways then one and it hurts every time...

When I around people I act different, like goofy but shy at the same time! and but when I am around by myself I act just shy.... my speach and body laguage is completely differnt...

I act goofy around people because I'm scared... of poeple... and what they think!


The girl I like alot.... if she saw able she more then likely wouldn't even talk to me but that okay.... I guess I mean if she doesn't like me then okay I can do the friend thing which is okay and actually I would like it that way so that I could atleast talk to her alittle bit more as a friend... LOL

Durning My days in Irqouis High School There was many girls that I liked but you don't get to know this. hehehe.... But in the art class that I was in there was a girl that I had a crush on... I mean not one of thoes crushes that you'll get over in a few weeks I'm talkin' a crush that lasts forever (atleast that what I feel) and the sad thing is that I didn't even try to ask her out or anything.... because I was and am scared of many things.

Well graduation came and gone and she went off to college and I got kicked out of the house (By all means I am not a bad kick... just to point out!) and the only way I could talk to this girl was through a site called "Louisvillemojo.com" and on there out of all placese I finally got the "balls" to tell that I had a huge crush on her and the greatest thing happened she wrote back to me AFTER I wrote her again saying that she didn't know what to my little message....! and I find out that she has a boyfriend in college!

By all means I am not jealious or anything like that it's just that I wish that It could have been a boyfriend girlfriend thing! But I guess not! I am just glad that I can talk to her



I GUESS THE THING THAT DOESN"T MAKE ME BOYFRIEND MATERIAL IS THAT EVERYONE THINKS THAT I'M A BIG LAUGHING STOOK TO BE AROUND!

Hello people, whoever is reading my babble!

My real name is Braxton Wayne Gaither and among the gaming cummuinty my name is either "The Zombie" or "The Corpse King." My friends had given me the name of "The Corpse King" because I to them know any and everything about zombies and from what they say I talk alot about them but I dopn't think I really do! "The Zombie" was given to me by my little sister for almost the same reason BUT she giggled everytime she would say it.

I am a gamer at heart and an awesome artist but to other people when I talk about my art I say I suck because I love to see the reaction when I say it! Every sense I could remember I have had a little bit of a gift at cooking! I love to cook and I am not afriad to say that I love to cook. lol

I am very friendly and I love to be around BUT I also am scared of alot people... I will walk up to some "scared" and trying to start a converstation with if it like at a busstop or something so it kills time and I or them (whoever they are) will have or noit have a new friend!

Movies and Music are one of the many highlight "as it were" to my personality that everyone seems to like about me.... if anyone that I know doesn't know "aboot" a band or some movie then I'll tell them about it!